And the bombs just keep droppin!!

  Hello everyone!!! I would just like to start off by telling everyone that today was such a great day for me, not only was it my FRIDAY!! but I had such a good night last night. I watched a good funny movie with Dylan and her hubby and then we had a chat. She helped me put things into perspective. We watched that movie "Crazy Stupid Love" and I LOVED IT!!! Seriously Ryan Gosling did look photo shopped! LOL

  Now I'll fill you guys in on my latest happenings with Ian. Let's just say I could get used to him being around! We met up at Goleta Beach this morning and went for a nice walk and talked. This is one of my favorite stages of a potential relationship... the getting to know each other and all the nervous butterflies and the what am I going to wear.

  I'm writing this post kinda fast because he's on his way over to my house right now. I'm not sure if we'll stay in or go out but I am def up for some fun either way. He did however drop a little bit of a bomb on me this morning and I've been thinking about what he said all day. Wanna hear it?? I'm gonna tell you guys in hopes that someone out there may have a similar situation and might have some advice for this girl... I'm still not sure how what he told me will effect "us" yet... Ok! He said he was married 10yrs ago!!!! AHHHHHHH... he said he married his high school sweet heart because she was pregnant!!

  He gave up his full ride scholarship to stay with her and raise their child! When his wife was about 4months pregnant she miscarried and then soon after that they realized they married each other for the wrong reasons and divorced. OMG!!!! How am I allowed to feel about this?! He said they were married less than 1 yr and doesn't regret it. He also said the only reason he told me now was because he wants me to be around for a long time. He feels that the sooner we lay this all out on the table the sooner we can move past it without harboring any ill feelings!!! Which I of course agree with it, and can we say hello grown up relationship!!!

  Well I better wrap this up because I know he will be here soon and I still need to eat my grilled cheese before it gets to cold. I don't know what I have planned for tomorrow but I think Ian has a free day too... maybe a day trip to Magic Mountain!!! WOOO HOOOO!!! So until then good night all :)